Cracks of My Broken Heart

" Maybe we need just a little more time

Time that can heal what's been on your mind

You can find what we lost before it all slips away

We need time to mend from the mistakes I've made

God only knows what a heart can survive

So many tears from all the pain in our lives

And where else could we go after all we've been through

I still believe my life is right here with you"

Song by: Eric Benet - Cracks of My Broken Heart

Thanks for the ever-inspiring JYJ-Homin covers in allkpop, I have opened up my mind a few inches than b4...and special thanks for the soulful performance delivered by Yoseob (Beast), I came through this song though I'm sure I never experienced such pain in love before, okay let me repeat the word LOVE again, cause honestly I never get myself involved with it yet

Love the Domino's Symbolization...with just one little touch, you accidentally fall the other pieces together

After reading the article about their I'm-okay-but-not-actually-okay on AllKpop, and how I've gained some knowledge from it during my senior high school years, how I got into a little fight with my friends, I believed the lyrics are beautiful enough for someone you're feeling sorry right now...How you're actually hoping to put things on its original place, before all the broken-heart episodes...hoping for all the madness to vanish and start a new future...

Hatred, annoyance, anger...The burning sensation in our heart...What's the point having them? I am not an angel nor a saint, but I wish I could stomp and throw them far...far...far...away from me. If God is asking me a wish you hope to be granted right now, I will only reply this: "Fearless"...All I can remember is, I've been living in fear through all these years...Fear of losing my family, friends and what I've achieved so far..Fear of hurting them from my imperfection and lackings...I fear those...and I wish only this, my Lord

When we're actually eager to satisfy the taste of perfection of the people around us, we're actually making it even worse without we even aware of, we constantly making some mistakes and end up failing in the middle. We made it into a total failure. We thought that we did it for the best, but we're actually not. What a shame, isn't it? But that's life...the eminence in God's art of creations. HE wants us to search the sweetness and bitterness hidden among them. 

Isn't it boring if all that we see in this world is only Perfection?

(Honestly...NO!)...hehe...

Nobody's perfect, yeah...I LOVE the phrase a lot...but, is that a reason for us not to be perfect? Simply because there is an assurance feeling then NO ONE can ever be PERFECT? Blah~ 

But yeah, nobody's perfect and thus we're constantly making some mistakes not only from our actions but also words spoken...It may seem like some little jokes made for fun, but who knows the consequences after? 

Some may take it lightly while some aren't 

So, beware of those! and last but not least, let's spread the forgiveness and less-pretending act for a better humanity, will us?

UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL

Yong Jun Hyung, you have to take a full responsibility for my current overflowing Love...or Donghae gonna lose his spot again

The Return of The Kikilala Siblings

"Rindu ko dowh"...ahaha...I stunned and smiled sillily like a dumb...you words surely made my day. i mean, come on! I never witness him to utter nor write such phrase for me as long as I can remember...You sure surprised me a lot, big boy! The one I used to hold my grudge against, the one I wished hell will be his next destination and the one who was the reason for me to commit a suicide was actually writing me that! LOL...

Along (red shirt) with Alang (black)...The so-called romantic guy...u definitely have gained some weight there, I'm sorry I should take back my words when I said you're too kerempeng for a guy...Now, I kinda regret that

We definitely have grown older, from those stupid bickerings and little fightings you have become someone I look upon to...someone I can spell the word R-E-S-P-E-C-T on his forehead  with my all my heart's content. That's you, Along...(I know u may not read this post pon...)

If anyone wants Brad Pitt, Ashton Kutcher, Won Bin, Rain,  or even Justin Bieber (WTH?) as their own brother, though I'm sure I want it too except for Bieber, you're irreplaceable bro...no one can ever steal that place of yours...till my last breath escapes me, I swear you're the only big brother I have, that's how u are placed in my heart...Though ur complexion is not nearly as good as the idols in my list (gile kejam statement), but enough for me to say, "Your actions, word of wisdom and eternal advices always remain the BEST out of them"...hohoho...

I knew, it's hard for us to say it loud to each other, but...

I MISS YOU TO 

Along!!!together with Ayah, Ibu, Alang and Adik and also...Cuki (no pets are allowed here plizzz)...so in return to your sincere, touching and surprising thought...here...I present you with this...

The Return of The Kikilala Siblings...Hehe...Loving the Boria part a LOT! Alang has turned thinner...waaayyy thinner now than he used to be...while the rest of us...

THE OTHER WAY..XD..