Forget, Exam and Doughnuts

I wish I could forget you, for God's sake, you have become the biggest burden carried on my shoulders...knowing you, sometimes I feel like I made the biggest mistake in my life...while I'm holding all the happiness from people surrounding me, you suddenly appeared from no where and made my life into a chaos. Everyday I pray and pray to God just to forget you, but why does it become harder? Watching your face, gestures and actions make me sick! I wish you were only a dream that was meant to be forgotten, which when I wake up, you'll be completely vanished from my thoughts...Oh Allah, give me the greatest strength just to forget you so that I can seek again the freedom I used to have before knowing you. Aminnn...

Yeah, exam is just around the corner and coming nearer...hoho...struggling myself to beat my last record...i mean come on! I have to do GREAT not BETTER this time...how I constantly kept watching my friends pampering themselves with books and lecture notes makes me worry even more and envy too...hohoho...that's the power of examination, I guess...so peers, gud luck! 

Haha...I must say this week must be a doughnut's week for my housemates...lots of doughnuts freshly made from the factory! and thanks to the bakers especially Eqa...yummy~

Silence is The Best Policy

"Silence is the best policy"... Yeah, I do agree with the quote. REALLY.

It's the fact though, and you simply might hurt other person's feeling with only the power of the words you uttered. We never realize it, how the person was affected by us. How he/she kept it only not to being hurt even more. I do sometimes realize about it, and I keep on making the same mistakes. A simple sorry and a quick thought wouldn't hurt, right?

How do you deal with a person who doesn't even bother to do such little and simple act I mentioned above? How he/she keeps constantly making the same mistakes but never ever realize that and doesn't want to change for a better person. Simply rude, isn't? Just because we were blessed with something more than what other person lacks of, we never give a damn to reflect ourself and see what we actually lack of? That's selfish.

I'm not writing this post to pinpoint the blame on someone, but rather an advice for myself and those who bother. I went through this one post and talked to myself, I should reflect myself too, thus making me to write this post today. So, let us cherish this world with more happy smiles than hurtful feelings. 

Last but not least, "Talk is Silver, Silence is Gold"...