You may never read this, enough saying. But what held me before, a thankful sincerity for letting me off - 210710
I feared in the midst of reality and fantasy
I feared what people most fear of - a fatal separation, a total loss
I was tormented with the unobtainable sight
I endulged the amusement in your smiles and pleasures
I grieved the most pain with your weak heart and tears
I pictured every moments you created in motion
I pleaded myself for a second chance - to believe, and being believed
for a false, ridiculous wish
I dragged the hideous face from facing yours
I lived in lies, an ocean of mistaken intentions - only to forget
I smiled with each praises presented for you
I fought along with any false accusations thrown - so that no more fears and worries can live within
I watched the moves - the one you didn't dreaming before, the one who pulled us here
I listened to the melodies in your songs - the soothing rhythm you always have inside them
I caught a glimpse only for the look of your perfection
I walked the same path - where your warmth still left
I performed the gestures - the exact way as yours
I am the idiot - who struggled so much to move
I am the genius - who bravely entered the future she will never holds
for whoever I might be - you will always be the longest soul who stayed and remained
"May a better chapter wait for us in the future, a new page where we can write the happiness once again - not as together but with someone new, someone we can hold our trust to"
Long farewell my love, my 'brother' - Lynn
