Long Farewell My...

You may never read this, enough saying. But what held me before, a thankful sincerity for letting me off - 210710

I feared in the midst of reality and fantasy

I feared what people most fear of - a fatal separation, a total loss

I was tormented with the unobtainable sight

I endulged the amusement in your smiles and pleasures

I grieved the most pain with your weak heart and tears

I pictured every moments you created in motion

I pleaded myself for a second chance - to believe, and being believed

for a false, ridiculous wish

I dragged the hideous face from facing yours

I lived in lies, an ocean of mistaken intentions - only to forget

I smiled with each praises presented for you

I fought along with any false accusations thrown - so that no more fears and worries can live within

I watched the moves - the one you didn't dreaming before, the one who pulled us here

I listened to the melodies in your songs - the soothing rhythm you always have inside them

I caught a glimpse only for the look of your perfection

I walked the same path - where your warmth still left

I performed the gestures - the exact way as yours

I am the idiot - who struggled so much to move

I am the genius - who bravely entered the future she will never holds

for whoever I might be - you will always be the longest soul who stayed and remained

"May a better chapter wait for us in the future, a new page where we can write the happiness once again - not as together but with someone new, someone we can hold our trust to"

Long farewell my love, my 'brother' - Lynn