Beauty

Oh lonely night, it’s an endless and stuffy dark night

Those are the days when I cried alone during the dark nights

In lieu of the people

who would only hurt my callow heart (thanks a lot)

and my heart was having a draught

But that’s okay you make a way

The person who will be always guiding me is you

The only reason of living on you

Within my desert you are my Oasis, the sweetest chocolate ...J

Final exam is killing me again with its uttermost attack. Dies* (Imagining myself with a bullet piercing straight through my heart and collapsed...Hoho...)

Never a fan and forever not
END

Okay, this entry is not supposed to be my complaints about how dreadful my exam was, how my eagerness to burn down all those notes and books drives away my sanity. Geez

but a little confession here...


Jeng Jeng Jeng




I'm proud to announce that I'm the newly converted Beauty
Gahh!!!








Not this...

I'll be histeric if my face turned out like this for Heaven's sake!!!

but this...

Eeeeehhhhhh??? yeah..I love the idea of the fairytale, but I'm not crazy enough to date an animal-born la!!!

No! No! No!
Not this beauty, Again!

but this one...

Whaaaaaatttttthheeeeeeehheeeelllll? Though I'm not hating animals but this is just wrong. 

keke...His face reminds me of Sarah's. She always do the same expression and I'm actually loving it (LOL)...I know she might kill me, but who cares?




OK! Enough with the pictures!!!




None of the beauty mentioned above is true regarding the 'Beauty' I talked earlier. 






actually Beauty is Beast's fanclub name. And before anyone gets the wrong idea, Beast is actually a Korean boyband I'm currently in love (no Super Junior ditching here) and I'm not gonna explain about neither of them. Have u ever heard of Google or Yahoo before? Make a full use from them. 

Actually my first impression on the group wasn't that good and I dare say the same thing to all my current Korean artists fandom. But what brings me into them is this person...


Yeah, he is...


Yong Jun Hyung

This guy...I'm sorry, Ki Kwang, but you're not convincing enough for me to remain loyal. 




and it's even weirder how I started to become his next fan. Let's see how long I can remain as one. Will he capable to be in the same position as Donghae? I mean, Hae is irreplaceable for the past five years and how he's actually the ONLY idol I never ditch so far from my list up until now. Oh man! We're aging together...Cool!


How weird it has to be? Oh come on! Usually, I'm not the type to actually being a fan of something that only came out after my dream. Yeah, the dream wasn't something pleasant except for the part he's borrowing me his hand phone after I found out how cool the model was (I kinda miss my hand phone during that time) and I even have this gut without any feelings to play some games in it! and how he replied coldly to me:


"Be careful with it, and don't try to break it"...


I was like...Durrhh...Nevermind! Never a fan of you since Chansung is wayyy cooler and then I went to him who sat nearby instead. Chansung after all, was waaaayyyyyy friendlier and livelier than Jun Hyung. He even asked the fans to sit beside him and took his photo with the fans' camera and hand phones and he even asked us not to upload it somewhere especially Facebook...Haha..I sure knows how to promote Facebook. What made the dream even funnier was the fact they were both talking in my language. How on earth can they be fluent in Malaysian language? I wish they can, but it's just a dream. They can be a multilingual speaker. All I need is, a full control of my brain. Okay! now it seems like Inception here.


And even after I woke up, I was jumping around crazily. I can never get rid of Chansung's coolness. But my curiosity deepened about Jun Hyung instead of Chansung and I began to search about Beast and have a short listen to some of their songs. I even googled about them especially Jun Hyung. And it was only after I watched this one video. It changed me completely. His cold, bad boy but shyful personality impressed me. LOL...
Yeah, I guess my dream said it right. Double the coolness for that!


and through him, then only, right now, I'm the newly converted Beauty. But sorry guys, Suju will always remain first. 

Ahhh...Those two dazzling eyes I see now were actually like that before? Keke ^^~
- Innocent Jun Hyung during his school year -

Can't you get any hotter?

Stolen Tunas

I've had enough you, seriously...and I'm not joking

I've fed up from your 'dying' callings, those tormenting screams of yours

and be thankful you're still alive in this house, for God's sake!!!

I don't even asked you to repay all the money I've spent on you alone and the 'bed sheet's incident' but can't you at least understand how this body and soul of mine is in despair whenever you acted that way?

You stole my tuna, my fav snack I kept only to myself from the sufferance of this final exam...that's...unforgivable...

No more soft touch, tenderness and comfort for you again AKI!!!

You played enough with my patience and I don't care about you after this OK

so long my...Summer 

The hottest and burning 'Summer' (Aki) with her arrogant Miss Universe's walk and face

Heck! I almost kill her during that time, how I screamed my lungs out and yelled at her when she positively thinks she can conquer my patience again by stealing my fav tuna. Geez...This little thing needs some lesson...

Okay, enough from my excessive anger (Relax amal...relax amal...), I cooked fried bihun notMihun okeis? (Sarah!!! Take note of this) today, after my tummy signaled me to feed her(I don't even know our organs have gender b4?)

now, she gives up...I feed her too much, I guess...

Sorry dear, but I don't want you to send those impulses again to my brain tonight...

I'm out of time to revise the cases, please bear with me, just a little bit

This is how I pictured myself when I'm hungry except for the part I'm a Girl in real life

and double hooray for the newly designed blog I managed to have my full mind in it...I'm the procrastinate type btw, so, it feels like a quite big achievement I had, even though it isn't something everyone bothers pon...Looooveeeee the background design a loootttt

and of course...drum rollllssssss...

the picture I pasted behind my blog title...

Popping Dragon Junnie writes my name because he suddenly thinks of me? Ahhh...DIES

and last but not least, WE (me, sarot, mirot and azot...new nicknames for yah) watched episode 21 running man today! Our recent ecstasy...Get addicted babes...

From left to right

back row: Kwangsu, Jaesuk, Joongki, Sukjin, Jongkook

front row: Jihyo, Gary, Lizzy and Haha

I'm sorry Joong Ki for your pretty face, but Junnie'sexcessive shyness OWNS...