What Boredom Leads Me To During This Study Week

We can only stay on this borderline

When I say...we are, yes, we are

i'd prefer u as a friend even though u r just my other crush, cause my real heart belongs to someone else's - woot2

Coincidently, I came through this one page about the difference between love and crush. 

Haha, with the little days left, I have this time to actually bothering myself to read it?

So, let's shot yourself with the first question

Q: Define LOVE and CRUSH

erk...CRUSH...u can crush, rebuild, and crush again anytime u want while LOVE stands longer, it may take years to build (at least to me), heal and ALMOST forgotten. 

so, what basically lies on the real meaning of CRUSH and LOVE?

me:

when you found yourself falling in love with the current case you got in PBL, and the next time, u found out, they are just like the other cases you dumped and completely forgotten until final exam is coming near, and u found out you're left with little time, n u struggled yourself like crazy to LOVE them back and ended up crying at the end...

=.="

OK, that's so random, but honestly that's the state where I am right now

I wish I will LOVE them all and not just randomly CRUSHing them. 

Love stays, man!

so here are some evidences for your reference if you're actually having a crush or falling in love

In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster.
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.

Have you ever felt the same way?

Yes I am and sometimes it's crazy cause I'm feeling both.

and to reveal the truth, there's ONLY one person who can actually turned myself like that here for the past 12 months

and he used to(?) or actually still is(?) my crush?
I still wonder with myself

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

Haha, I never find winter is that appealing to me especially here in Egypt (well, at least to me) But, we have been through 2 winters together, and the last winter seems better than the previous year. 
Why?
Cause it brought us closer...:)

If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.

Haha...it's sinful to actually have a direct contact with the opposite sex's eyes. So, basically yeah, whenever our eyes met, I never blush but I turned my face away instantly and do random things after that. Well...you can picture all these in many love stories out there. 

In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.

I rarely say everything in my mind to the opposite sex though except my brothers. Maybe, someday, I'll find this courage to do so. 

In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.

This one...hell yeah~He's definitely not my love. 
I don't yet find the point of showing my true self to him. 

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you love.

As previously said, I don't think I can REALLY LOOK STRAIGHT into his eyes...
too bad he thought that I had a bad day - "nope, I don't la!!!, I just wanted to run away from meeting your eyes as quick as possible, OK"

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

I never comforted any boys except Along when he was soooo hopeless with his luckless romance and maybe it's because my own nature of seeing crying boys as weaklings. 

So cruel!

The feeling of love starts from the eye.
But the feeling of like starts from the ear.

Humm, he caught my eyes first, but not in a good way. I hate his hair the most, to the point I wanted to grab the scissor and cut them off from his head at first, but now, he's changed it - naseb baik!...

So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all
you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a
drop of tear and remains in your heart forever ...

:)

okay, this is the after effect from the stay-up..you will eventually start searching and google random things and kill your precious time