Winter Break '11

Gyaaahhh...

Winter Break is the best time for shopping and pampering yourself after those tormented times during finals. Wasting my money is my newly founded capability. A big applause*

(Clap* Clap* Clap*)

no Amal...wanna die?

now, I'm left with empty purse and I even started arguing with my housemate about the past debts. 

Daddy...help me...wuaaaa!!!

and I even thought of taking part time job which is really ridiculous and non-sense...

oh, come on! For such a procrastinate and lazy bum girl like me...

part time job = FULL DISASTER

I might end up being beaten by my employer 

Enough with the babbling, let's begin the investigation of the infamous 

how-my-money-started-to-vanish-out-of nowhere

keke...keke...keke...

keke...keke...keke...

AMAL!!! Are you seriously wishing for a punch here?

Wake up!

24th Jan 2011

Happy Birthday Eqa. My Dear Eqa has finally grown up! and yeah, you're turning 12th...erk...no...21st that day!(Still not believing the fact I'm going to turn 21 this year too...What is this? I want my old 'Teen' years back!!!...

Face it Amal!

END

So...since we were like...not we...but it was actually Mira (Blaming other people is my next ability...yeah2, count this too) who wanted to shopping the most. I was thinking to buy a new sling bag which I ended up with a pair of jeans and a Tweety shirt instead (What is this? A conspiracy?) 

Yeay!!! New Jeans...120 L.E. for a nice cutting straight cut jeans is simply awesome and worthy. I was planning to go for 200+ L.E. Lee Cooper but again, me being a scrooge is a big NO to that...

Tweety!!! Sob* Sob* Finally...I'm able to buy my own Tweety shirt after 20 years of living. How cruel my mom can be..."Amal! You're growing older, no! no! no! pick more feminine shirt not something childish as this" - Mommy
now, mommy can't stop me from buying Tweety again...yes!yes!yes!

We planned to go to Alexandria that day in celebrating Eqa's 21st birthday, which of course is a BIG LIE there. Eh, no la! I mean it (While looking around innocently). We planned to go by 6 a.m. (How excited were we? Yeah, that's how excited we were until Hafiz ruined everything. Being a 'princess' himself, we managed to start our journey by 7? 8? I don't really remember. Hafiz, you should really fill up the Beauty contest form...this boy...sssiiiiigggghhhhh~~

and to add the excitement, Fatin, Zati, Hani, Elisya and Ayed joined us together. 

I'm sorry guys, we didn't meant to make all of you exhausted at the end. My housemates...they are like the experts in handling shopping for hours...=.='

In the cold morning of winter, we started our journey with two separate Peugeots (It looks like a hearse to me) Being a camerawoman, I just loooooveeee taking pictures. 

Even with this:

I can be excited over little desert okay

and this too:

This is due to Mira convincing me to tell the whole world Egypt has oasis on desert
(more like a lake to me, seriously!)
How come there's a sign and buildings at the back Mira? =.='

told yah...it's more like a lake...or maybe it is really a lake? 

now this is more to a real desert to me

Take one 

Take two

and how excited we can be over some yatches on beach...

They look like some mini legos here...and we were like "Oh!!! take that picture! take that picture!"

and yeah, Thanks again to my darling Mira, you managed to wake me up for the entire journey...Breaking my record there! Since i'm a heavy sleeper, I found it as a miracle (God, thanks for answering my friend's prayers)

and as a bonus...

Another lake we managed to capture after some bickerings...and we even discussed how they were formed from the sea>cloud>rain>etc.etc....

and finally yeah...after some counting of the bridges (seriously Mira was like...this bridge! this bridge! The one we were stuck in jam before and she ended up doing the same for the next 5 bridges until we finally reaching Alexandria...n it didn't end there, ppffttt!)

"Can I stop here and run straight to the shopping mall?" - Mira and her shopping addiction

First Destination:

Carrefour (City Centre), Alexandria

 This it what I found in Carrefour with Sarah...A winter coat.

@Debenhams...and it costs about 850+ L.E. for one piece.
Me to Sarah : "I can have a 160 GB iPod Classic for this only"

Thanks Sarah for being my camerawoman. Not really a fan of leopard design.
I swear I'll end up being a cinderella with this pair of heels. 

after some walking here and there, we stopped for awhile and managed to grab this one:

Mocha Ice Blended to serve our thirst!

next destination:

Green Plaza, Alexandria

we played bowlings too

Mira and Eqa

Sarah and Ayed in action!

The spectators:
Left to Right: Hafiz, Mira and Ayed

Birthday Girl in action! 

When a shopaholic met bowling

and yeay!!! for the first time in my life I managed to have a Strike! (no pics here)

keke...

and I even burnt my 25 L.E. for this:

I ended up sleeping. How wasteful. It was a nice and interesting story actually,
but my body can't  tolerate from the excessive shopping.

the best part of all:

Dinner @ Pizza Queen

The forced smiles

 and the Eating Contest:

here goes the contestants who managed to come into the final

Contestant no.1 : Hafiz

Contestant 2: Hani...she struggled a bit

The supporters: Sarah and Azie

The other supporters

The camwhore supporters

You guys should be married by now and have us to take care of your babies...

From Left to Right: Mira, Elisya and Hani

The 'elementary' boys: Ayed, Amir and Hafiz

and...

 Finally!!!

Camerawhoring time!!!

Beauty

Oh lonely night, it’s an endless and stuffy dark night

Those are the days when I cried alone during the dark nights

In lieu of the people

who would only hurt my callow heart (thanks a lot)

and my heart was having a draught

But that’s okay you make a way

The person who will be always guiding me is you

The only reason of living on you

Within my desert you are my Oasis, the sweetest chocolate ...J

Final exam is killing me again with its uttermost attack. Dies* (Imagining myself with a bullet piercing straight through my heart and collapsed...Hoho...)

Never a fan and forever not
END

Okay, this entry is not supposed to be my complaints about how dreadful my exam was, how my eagerness to burn down all those notes and books drives away my sanity. Geez

but a little confession here...


Jeng Jeng Jeng




I'm proud to announce that I'm the newly converted Beauty
Gahh!!!








Not this...

I'll be histeric if my face turned out like this for Heaven's sake!!!

but this...

Eeeeehhhhhh??? yeah..I love the idea of the fairytale, but I'm not crazy enough to date an animal-born la!!!

No! No! No!
Not this beauty, Again!

but this one...

Whaaaaaatttttthheeeeeeehheeeelllll? Though I'm not hating animals but this is just wrong. 

keke...His face reminds me of Sarah's. She always do the same expression and I'm actually loving it (LOL)...I know she might kill me, but who cares?




OK! Enough with the pictures!!!




None of the beauty mentioned above is true regarding the 'Beauty' I talked earlier. 






actually Beauty is Beast's fanclub name. And before anyone gets the wrong idea, Beast is actually a Korean boyband I'm currently in love (no Super Junior ditching here) and I'm not gonna explain about neither of them. Have u ever heard of Google or Yahoo before? Make a full use from them. 

Actually my first impression on the group wasn't that good and I dare say the same thing to all my current Korean artists fandom. But what brings me into them is this person...


Yeah, he is...


Yong Jun Hyung

This guy...I'm sorry, Ki Kwang, but you're not convincing enough for me to remain loyal. 




and it's even weirder how I started to become his next fan. Let's see how long I can remain as one. Will he capable to be in the same position as Donghae? I mean, Hae is irreplaceable for the past five years and how he's actually the ONLY idol I never ditch so far from my list up until now. Oh man! We're aging together...Cool!


How weird it has to be? Oh come on! Usually, I'm not the type to actually being a fan of something that only came out after my dream. Yeah, the dream wasn't something pleasant except for the part he's borrowing me his hand phone after I found out how cool the model was (I kinda miss my hand phone during that time) and I even have this gut without any feelings to play some games in it! and how he replied coldly to me:


"Be careful with it, and don't try to break it"...


I was like...Durrhh...Nevermind! Never a fan of you since Chansung is wayyy cooler and then I went to him who sat nearby instead. Chansung after all, was waaaayyyyyy friendlier and livelier than Jun Hyung. He even asked the fans to sit beside him and took his photo with the fans' camera and hand phones and he even asked us not to upload it somewhere especially Facebook...Haha..I sure knows how to promote Facebook. What made the dream even funnier was the fact they were both talking in my language. How on earth can they be fluent in Malaysian language? I wish they can, but it's just a dream. They can be a multilingual speaker. All I need is, a full control of my brain. Okay! now it seems like Inception here.


And even after I woke up, I was jumping around crazily. I can never get rid of Chansung's coolness. But my curiosity deepened about Jun Hyung instead of Chansung and I began to search about Beast and have a short listen to some of their songs. I even googled about them especially Jun Hyung. And it was only after I watched this one video. It changed me completely. His cold, bad boy but shyful personality impressed me. LOL...
Yeah, I guess my dream said it right. Double the coolness for that!


and through him, then only, right now, I'm the newly converted Beauty. But sorry guys, Suju will always remain first. 

Ahhh...Those two dazzling eyes I see now were actually like that before? Keke ^^~
- Innocent Jun Hyung during his school year -

Can't you get any hotter?

Stolen Tunas

I've had enough you, seriously...and I'm not joking

I've fed up from your 'dying' callings, those tormenting screams of yours

and be thankful you're still alive in this house, for God's sake!!!

I don't even asked you to repay all the money I've spent on you alone and the 'bed sheet's incident' but can't you at least understand how this body and soul of mine is in despair whenever you acted that way?

You stole my tuna, my fav snack I kept only to myself from the sufferance of this final exam...that's...unforgivable...

No more soft touch, tenderness and comfort for you again AKI!!!

You played enough with my patience and I don't care about you after this OK

so long my...Summer 

The hottest and burning 'Summer' (Aki) with her arrogant Miss Universe's walk and face

Heck! I almost kill her during that time, how I screamed my lungs out and yelled at her when she positively thinks she can conquer my patience again by stealing my fav tuna. Geez...This little thing needs some lesson...

Okay, enough from my excessive anger (Relax amal...relax amal...), I cooked fried bihun notMihun okeis? (Sarah!!! Take note of this) today, after my tummy signaled me to feed her(I don't even know our organs have gender b4?)

now, she gives up...I feed her too much, I guess...

Sorry dear, but I don't want you to send those impulses again to my brain tonight...

I'm out of time to revise the cases, please bear with me, just a little bit

This is how I pictured myself when I'm hungry except for the part I'm a Girl in real life

and double hooray for the newly designed blog I managed to have my full mind in it...I'm the procrastinate type btw, so, it feels like a quite big achievement I had, even though it isn't something everyone bothers pon...Looooveeeee the background design a loootttt

and of course...drum rollllssssss...

the picture I pasted behind my blog title...

Popping Dragon Junnie writes my name because he suddenly thinks of me? Ahhh...DIES

and last but not least, WE (me, sarot, mirot and azot...new nicknames for yah) watched episode 21 running man today! Our recent ecstasy...Get addicted babes...

From left to right

back row: Kwangsu, Jaesuk, Joongki, Sukjin, Jongkook

front row: Jihyo, Gary, Lizzy and Haha

I'm sorry Joong Ki for your pretty face, but Junnie'sexcessive shyness OWNS...

Cracks of My Broken Heart

" Maybe we need just a little more time

Time that can heal what's been on your mind

You can find what we lost before it all slips away

We need time to mend from the mistakes I've made

God only knows what a heart can survive

So many tears from all the pain in our lives

And where else could we go after all we've been through

I still believe my life is right here with you"

Song by: Eric Benet - Cracks of My Broken Heart

Thanks for the ever-inspiring JYJ-Homin covers in allkpop, I have opened up my mind a few inches than b4...and special thanks for the soulful performance delivered by Yoseob (Beast), I came through this song though I'm sure I never experienced such pain in love before, okay let me repeat the word LOVE again, cause honestly I never get myself involved with it yet

Love the Domino's Symbolization...with just one little touch, you accidentally fall the other pieces together

After reading the article about their I'm-okay-but-not-actually-okay on AllKpop, and how I've gained some knowledge from it during my senior high school years, how I got into a little fight with my friends, I believed the lyrics are beautiful enough for someone you're feeling sorry right now...How you're actually hoping to put things on its original place, before all the broken-heart episodes...hoping for all the madness to vanish and start a new future...

Hatred, annoyance, anger...The burning sensation in our heart...What's the point having them? I am not an angel nor a saint, but I wish I could stomp and throw them far...far...far...away from me. If God is asking me a wish you hope to be granted right now, I will only reply this: "Fearless"...All I can remember is, I've been living in fear through all these years...Fear of losing my family, friends and what I've achieved so far..Fear of hurting them from my imperfection and lackings...I fear those...and I wish only this, my Lord

When we're actually eager to satisfy the taste of perfection of the people around us, we're actually making it even worse without we even aware of, we constantly making some mistakes and end up failing in the middle. We made it into a total failure. We thought that we did it for the best, but we're actually not. What a shame, isn't it? But that's life...the eminence in God's art of creations. HE wants us to search the sweetness and bitterness hidden among them. 

Isn't it boring if all that we see in this world is only Perfection?

(Honestly...NO!)...hehe...

Nobody's perfect, yeah...I LOVE the phrase a lot...but, is that a reason for us not to be perfect? Simply because there is an assurance feeling then NO ONE can ever be PERFECT? Blah~ 

But yeah, nobody's perfect and thus we're constantly making some mistakes not only from our actions but also words spoken...It may seem like some little jokes made for fun, but who knows the consequences after? 

Some may take it lightly while some aren't 

So, beware of those! and last but not least, let's spread the forgiveness and less-pretending act for a better humanity, will us?

UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL

Yong Jun Hyung, you have to take a full responsibility for my current overflowing Love...or Donghae gonna lose his spot again

The Return of The Kikilala Siblings

"Rindu ko dowh"...ahaha...I stunned and smiled sillily like a dumb...you words surely made my day. i mean, come on! I never witness him to utter nor write such phrase for me as long as I can remember...You sure surprised me a lot, big boy! The one I used to hold my grudge against, the one I wished hell will be his next destination and the one who was the reason for me to commit a suicide was actually writing me that! LOL...

Along (red shirt) with Alang (black)...The so-called romantic guy...u definitely have gained some weight there, I'm sorry I should take back my words when I said you're too kerempeng for a guy...Now, I kinda regret that

We definitely have grown older, from those stupid bickerings and little fightings you have become someone I look upon to...someone I can spell the word R-E-S-P-E-C-T on his forehead  with my all my heart's content. That's you, Along...(I know u may not read this post pon...)

If anyone wants Brad Pitt, Ashton Kutcher, Won Bin, Rain,  or even Justin Bieber (WTH?) as their own brother, though I'm sure I want it too except for Bieber, you're irreplaceable bro...no one can ever steal that place of yours...till my last breath escapes me, I swear you're the only big brother I have, that's how u are placed in my heart...Though ur complexion is not nearly as good as the idols in my list (gile kejam statement), but enough for me to say, "Your actions, word of wisdom and eternal advices always remain the BEST out of them"...hohoho...

I knew, it's hard for us to say it loud to each other, but...

I MISS YOU TO 

Along!!!together with Ayah, Ibu, Alang and Adik and also...Cuki (no pets are allowed here plizzz)...so in return to your sincere, touching and surprising thought...here...I present you with this...

The Return of The Kikilala Siblings...Hehe...Loving the Boria part a LOT! Alang has turned thinner...waaayyy thinner now than he used to be...while the rest of us...

THE OTHER WAY..XD..