We're Just a Fiction

Haha, I must admit I'm quite shocked at first, my heart hurt a bit, but that's the reality, never a fiction but a fact.

A fiction to have him as my love and a fact to know that he never gonna be one.

Hoho

sounds broken-hearted?

hahahahaha

of course I'm not,

I'm a B2uty man,

who knows where she should stand,

where and when she should put her love and loyalty

When I saw Sarah's tweet about Junhyung officially dating Hara, I was like...

What? Please, not some bullshits about fake dating in reality show, but it turned out to be true when I read the article by myself in Allkpop this morning.

Haha, no wonder he's sooo happy these past months.

I always knew he's got someone for him.

Especially when he once slipped out about it in this one show.

After all, I'm happy for you,

You will escape yourself from people calling you gay. Keke

Hara is definitely one cute, innocent girl.

Treasure her like how we, Beauty treasure you guys.

I don't bloody care cause Beauty will always support you, not because your loveless life, but because of your passion. I knew someday, you will find your true love, so do us.

I bloody know the obvious borderline between FAN and LOVE.

That's why I choose to be your FAN instead

I pray for the best of you, to keep your relationship in its best state.

I will not astray, so please, never you.

Keep on continuing to offer us with better outcome. 

Since you got one for yourself, I should get one for mine too?

Like seriously, every year, I always got attacked by my aunties and relatives as to who's in my love life right now?

Erk, when I said I'm not ready to make one, that's it.

Don't worry, I know what's best for me, so stop relating me with some other guys. Keke

So, back to Junhyung-Hara topic here,

I don't know how Korean beauties gonna react to this. We international Beauties are definitely okay and cool about that. At least, to me...

Don't worry oppa, I'm gonna cry my heart out this 1st July for the sake of Beast.

I dunno why, but sad songs keep on shuffling in my iPod. 

Hello!!! Mr iPod, we need some uplifting and happy songs to cherish for a newly made love here.

so, let's begin the new day with some good news more kay!

so, for the time being, I'm gonna send my love a bit more to Donghae cause Mr Junhyung has someone already to receive from.

Good luck guys!

If possible, get married for real and have cute babies.

Keke

The Proves We're Just a Fiction

http://www.allkpop.com/2011/06/karas-hara-b2sts-junhyung-confirmed-to-be-in-a-relationship

oh man, bdw...

Yoseob and Hyunseung are soooo gonna bail their eyes out 

Junseob and Junseung FTW

The newly born couple - Junhyung-Hara
I pity them cause they cannot date like normal couple in public..:(

Kung Fu Panda 2 3D

Hohohoho...akhirnya dapat gak lepaskan gian gi shopping after final semalam.

At first, promise Jyme cakap x kan shopping, just window shopping je, sekali tup tap tup tap, ade plak satu beg H&M sangkut kat tangan. Sekali kene hint ngn Jyme lepas balik. Hehe

Tulah...kalau perempuan, hang out pon dgn perempuan, lagi2 yg mmg kaki shopping, akn ade gak tersangkut plng x satu, beg shopping kt tgn tu...

Erm, bdw, bknlah shopping grand2 pon, alaa...takat beli satu baju je, itu pon sebab kononnye nak pakai time gi jumpe Beast 1st July ni. Nak kene jumpe boyfriend mesti la dress up cantik2. Erk?

So semalam mmg best la. Mane x nye, abeskan duit mak bapak mmg best kn. *Sarcastic mode

Xdela, semalam ktorg pergi tgk Kung Fu Panda 2 3D lagi. Tu yg best, sampai wat tertido2. Blame the past hectic days with Make Them Smile project dekat Children Hospital. Bkn la nak blame sbb MTS bdn letih x hengat dunie, it was a fun experience, meeting new people, doing charity except bdn sape x letih kalau berhari2 stay up smpai tgh mlm abeskan kerja yg x siap kt MTS tu.

ok, enough with MTS.

nak cite blk psl Kung Fu Panda 2 tu...

kepada sesape lg yg tgk, sile la tgk, or klau mls sgt, or x de duet kn, boleh la tggu je cetak rompak or download la mane2  CAM yg available kt internet tu.

*statement mengundang pihak berkuasa 

memule tu, mcm nak tgk cite super 8, org ckp mcm best la, tpi jumpe plak poster kung fu panda 2

OK, i must admit, klau dh namenye, half-choding (perangai mcm bdak2 sket), x sah klau faveret cite pon nak genre mcm tu gak kn.

Humor me

Kung Fu Panda never disappoint me so far, mmg kelakar la sampai tertido2 pastu blank2 tanye Ummu kenape die tinggal sensorg. Ntah pape je.Sarah lagi best, dr awal smpai abes tido...=.='

Btw, ktorg empat orang je yg tgk, Me, Sarah, Ummu and Ayed je. As usual, Mira dgn Azie, dorg kalau boleh nak wat tawaf Carrefour tu smpai 10 kali pon x pe. 

They got my full respect la...

Jyme pon x join. 

Actuallynye, seat ktorg book tu kat tempat lain, tp yelah...klau seat tu bape ketul je Arab yg duduk, dh name bdak Malaysia kn suke ati die je nak buat ape, main pilih jela seat mane pon...

Sampai yg gelak beriya pon, ktorg je...

hehe

Tpi, seriyes best la, hoho, sesuai untuk tontonan semua lapisan masyarakat (U). Sape rse2 adek2 die kecik lagi, comel2 lps tu merengek2 nak ikut tgk wayang, bwk la dorg gi tgk OR klau rse2 nk lepas tension lps exam/stressful day mcm ktorg ni, boleh la join.

Cite psl 3D ni, mmg klaka la, boleh plak die suruh ktorg beli sendiri. Igtkn mcm Malaysia bg free je pastu pulang la balik kn. 

Abes 10 genih ak.

tp x pela, next time bwak skali g mane2, leh spare jd sunglasses (wlpon dh terang2 ckp not for sunglasses)

ade saya kesah?

smpai eqa pon perli2 semalam tgk beriya sgt ade org tu bergaya sorg2 ngn spek 3D besar die kt bilik tu

*ehem *ehem

kite test video 3D kat youtube la!

and lastly, 

lagi bape hari je nak blk, 

excited gile!!!

x kire, nak ajak gak ayah mkn cendol blk nnt...

kempunan dh ni!

n bdw, nnt I'm gonna share the spazzzziiiinnnggg kat Beast fanmeeting diz 1st July kay.

Junhyung, u guys are better ready for the crazy fangirl I'm gonna be. keke

bonus time:

ni la sepek 3D yg dok keco kat ats tu. Saje nak show off padahal xde sape kesah pon.
Macam sepek Junhyung, sebab tu la dok sebok amek gmba ngn sepek ni smlm. Erk? Motif?

sorry la ye, gmba baju xde plak, tgh basuh, nnt klau bau kedai, kantoi plak beli sbb nak jumpe Beast je.

Teehee

A man

I've been blessed with a man,

A man, with my all pride I present to world 

A man, I never find shame as his nature

A man, who never stray from promises

but stick to them till the end

A man, with his wittiness, I can see the whole world 

A man, whose worship and belief to Him never migrate

A man, who can pull out a song from strings 

A man, whose cooking is a work of art

A man, with his skill and thoughts dominate my lacks and cover them up

yeah,

That's a man

I can proudly say:

He's my Ayah (dad)

Happy Father's Day Ayah

from the bottom of my heart

A gift from  Heaven 

and I'm thankful for that

cause when people are asking me who you are

He's a man who means the world to me

Lots of Love;

Your one and only Daughter 

Daddy's No-more-little-girl

What Boredom Leads Me To During This Study Week

We can only stay on this borderline

When I say...we are, yes, we are

i'd prefer u as a friend even though u r just my other crush, cause my real heart belongs to someone else's - woot2

Coincidently, I came through this one page about the difference between love and crush. 

Haha, with the little days left, I have this time to actually bothering myself to read it?

So, let's shot yourself with the first question

Q: Define LOVE and CRUSH

erk...CRUSH...u can crush, rebuild, and crush again anytime u want while LOVE stands longer, it may take years to build (at least to me), heal and ALMOST forgotten. 

so, what basically lies on the real meaning of CRUSH and LOVE?

me:

when you found yourself falling in love with the current case you got in PBL, and the next time, u found out, they are just like the other cases you dumped and completely forgotten until final exam is coming near, and u found out you're left with little time, n u struggled yourself like crazy to LOVE them back and ended up crying at the end...

=.="

OK, that's so random, but honestly that's the state where I am right now

I wish I will LOVE them all and not just randomly CRUSHing them. 

Love stays, man!

so here are some evidences for your reference if you're actually having a crush or falling in love

In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster.
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.

Have you ever felt the same way?

Yes I am and sometimes it's crazy cause I'm feeling both.

and to reveal the truth, there's ONLY one person who can actually turned myself like that here for the past 12 months

and he used to(?) or actually still is(?) my crush?
I still wonder with myself

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

Haha, I never find winter is that appealing to me especially here in Egypt (well, at least to me) But, we have been through 2 winters together, and the last winter seems better than the previous year. 
Why?
Cause it brought us closer...:)

If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.

Haha...it's sinful to actually have a direct contact with the opposite sex's eyes. So, basically yeah, whenever our eyes met, I never blush but I turned my face away instantly and do random things after that. Well...you can picture all these in many love stories out there. 

In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.

I rarely say everything in my mind to the opposite sex though except my brothers. Maybe, someday, I'll find this courage to do so. 

In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.

This one...hell yeah~He's definitely not my love. 
I don't yet find the point of showing my true self to him. 

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you love.

As previously said, I don't think I can REALLY LOOK STRAIGHT into his eyes...
too bad he thought that I had a bad day - "nope, I don't la!!!, I just wanted to run away from meeting your eyes as quick as possible, OK"

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

I never comforted any boys except Along when he was soooo hopeless with his luckless romance and maybe it's because my own nature of seeing crying boys as weaklings. 

So cruel!

The feeling of love starts from the eye.
But the feeling of like starts from the ear.

Humm, he caught my eyes first, but not in a good way. I hate his hair the most, to the point I wanted to grab the scissor and cut them off from his head at first, but now, he's changed it - naseb baik!...

So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all
you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a
drop of tear and remains in your heart forever ...

:)

okay, this is the after effect from the stay-up..you will eventually start searching and google random things and kill your precious time